dont want your parents to see the cuts? go take a scalding shower. just as (un)painful and effective. and no evidence.

i am seriously depressed for no reason at all. this sucks.

whats the point of life again? i cant seem to remember. please help me.

i ended up alone.

i hate myself & i dont want to know what comes next i welcome the day the rain will come i wont have 2 miss u anymore. i loved u, i missed u, & it didnt matter

i hate scary movies. they freak me out. for some reason i keep watching them anyway. i think i have a problem. i must like to be miserable or something...

im fat ugly piece of shit who doesnt deserve to have been born. and i dont even have the balls to shoot myself. im a selfish asshole on top of it all.

i hate myself. i really do. if i had a gun, i would shoot myself, no joke.

my gosh im fat. i need to learn the concept of "minimizing food intake, maximize exercize regiment"

sometimes i feel like a traitor for acting like a girl.

NTS: dont trust pete.

hikaru. hikaru. hikaru. hikaru. i like that name. hikaru.

im in love with an animated character....lovely. his name is hikaro!